Being an artist means ceasing to take seriously that very serious person we are when we are not an artist. Jose Ortega y Gasset





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05 July 2012

How long has it been?

im ok. im better. im going to be here. im here now. i matter somewhere. sleep isnt coming unless. my consciousness is at capacity. to be unnecessary, unbelievable. luck complies with demand. have crumbles, lapsing, shingled, provenance. under influence of perspiration. drown, less river, endurance. surrender, if home is ever. neither yu nor I, bridge. gallery for squandering. it is and isnt me. its me at banana's foot. bumble of mythology. merger otherwise definitively.


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its been a long time since I had a reason or invitation, but ive carried on and prospered, then i didnt so much, then I fed myself from banana tree, which explains my roots entangled, lack of misery