Being an artist means ceasing to take seriously that very serious person we are when we are not an artist. Jose Ortega y Gasset





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18 January 2009

There is only-















There is only



the half light left,



a little rosy section of
sky it's a mistake to



behind the meandering
popcorn contour always think it's all



of a nearer cloud. or
nothing. It's part of



Different, slightly
heavier purple grays the mechanism of disconnection.



of nearer clouds



and subtle chiaroscuro of
pink



brushed in behind the
sky.







A fog, a thin fog



comes around the house



mysteriously costuming it



and almost has me tasting
the light



with the Polaroid again.



Fergus and Liam



at play is the small
field, just below the pond.



How their voices carry



as if we were indoors.







The rose almost gone now.



The glow in the west is
gone.







A tiny bird just flew
intimately close



unfolding what began as
forthright squawks



into a flowing,
syncopated, rapid melodic tear



Dizzy Gillespie would
have been challenged to parallel.



















What do sensations have
to do with words?



Said a poet, “a
substitute reality, more real though.”



How to avoid
representation



and still convey



the
sense of participation in a flowing onward”?



That in black ink he
cannot replace him there.







In the desert, the
domination of the elements,



here, the domination of
other species. Here



a little patch of coarse
ground



with two small strands of
a weed



that came up and produced



small, fernlike leaves,



turned mostly crimson



through the stems and the
leaves



with a few white needles
positioned



here and there



a few leaves still green
or partly [muted] green



see in the warm yellow
light



that also lights this
page.







Turning itself over



in many little movements



the question:



how does art find



what's small in this
glut? Small, whole, in this glut?







Another poet's notion: “A
true account















of the actual.”







Now they are really
letting go,



the frogs.



Huge rubber bands being
snapped,



of various sizes



plucked to brief ring,
rapidly damped.



An impressive lightning
bolt, lateral,



just above the tops



of the great spruces
behind the house.







The house with its
taxonomy of windows,



backlit panels.



Two are arched, two are
square.



The rest are rectangular.



The tops of the windows
align inexactly.



An amber hue dominates in
their glow,



continuing across the
field



of most of them,



though two at far left



are the robin's egg hue



darkening to an obscure
gray



gradually to the left
one's



top left corner.



Paul
Baumann